#stream idc

[podcastwizard]

ALRIGHT MY TURN what's the first song on your spotify wrapped that you're embarrassed about. personally this is the second year in a row for me that a fan song about an anime i've never even watched cracked my top five. this is more of a confessional than a post i guess.

[mayasynth]

I cannot stop thinking about that one passage from Queen of the Damned 😭

[ragingtwilight]

stream doodles teehee

[5uptic]

31.08.24

[woolying]

tetro x cropper crossover episode when

[p0rk-guts]

Yapping about The Stolas Animation™️ everyone's been in a tizzy about because this is MY blog and I get to treat it like my personal diary.

Not going into the surrounding drama of the video because i hate drama and it's always a fucking headache. I'm gonna talk about the content of the animation, the song, and my interpretation of them together!!! (Contains discussions of suicide. Obviously)

First off. THE ANIMATION IS AMAZING. But you already knew that. The portrayal of Stolas we see for the first two thirds of it is clearly something dissimilar to his portrayal throughout the entire series thus far—much more callous and cold than playful and cheeky like we knew him to be—so to me it seemed like a portrayal of how Blitz sees Stolas and how he thinks Stolas truly felt of feels about him. Especially since each of those scenes was interjected with clips of Blitzo staggering through that white empty mind scape with the golden feathers like we saw when he was tripping and imagining him in truth seekers.

I also love how the lyrics so perfectly line up to what's happening—"who's gonna rescue you when you're lost at sea? Who's gonna love you if it isn't me?" These lyrics precede clips where Moxxie and Millie— who HAVE rescued him and who WILL love him even if Stolas won't— showing us how Blitz is so deep in his self hatred that he can't even see that despite thinking he isn't loved or worthy of loving that he IS.

The clips of Stolas are more than just Blitz's mind fucking with him though, for us we see just how ironic it is that Stolas could be saying any of this in the FIRST place. "Who's gonna rescue you when you're lost at sea": Stolas NEVER rescued Blitz in any way! (Headcanon here but) Stolas' obsessive yearning for him just made Blitz mirror those feelings of affection in late season 2 (because there were NO signs of Blitz reciprocating or feeling anything other than disdain and ANNOYANCE for Stolas initially)! He wanted that equally returned love and not to once again miss expectations and miss what he saw as his fleeting chance for love!

Anyways anyways ranted and got off topic. If anything Blitz was always the one rescuing Stolas. I also think it's interesting that that lyric fell on a clip of Stolas mocking at one of the goetia parties despite the fact that he was always miserable at them. You could even say that Blitz trying to steal the book -> their night together -> Stolas divorcing Stella was some roundabout instance of Blitz "rescuing" Stolas from his loveless marriage. But that's more of a crazy take I think Stolas would have floating around in his head

And my FAVORITE line of the animatic (and probably the whole song)— "And who's gonna love you if it isn't me?". Obviously. Like we said. He has love surrounding him already! Even in Loona too I guess! Pairing this lyric with Stella wrapped around his arm looking withdrawn while he stands front and center not even acknowledging her?? From the fictitious Blitz perspective we're shown, I saw this as Blitz seeing himself as an unnecessary stain in Stolas' perfect pristine life. Technically, he's married, or was (does Blitz even know they're divorced??? Lol I don't remember), and his entire presence just detracts from this fictitious image of high class excellence and composure he had.

Meanwhile, Stolas did try to maintain their marriage the best he could, but he never loved Stella at every point in the story we've seen so far he doesn't consider her at all. Tbf, she's pretty abusive and insane, but he really did jump through hoops to excuse his cheating and later on didn't even consider how her presence in Octavia's life could affect her (these are all tied to greater issues with the show ignoring Stella's existence but I digress).

Stella is just a prop in this image. She was just a tool for Paimon to get Stolas to produce an heir and keep the goetia conveyor belt moving, and likely even a tool to her own (largely) absent family so she could be used to grow familial wealth and status. Beyond her "liking to torment him", she's never shown to have ANY other feelings about. Anything really. Other than what, liking parties? Her reserved portrayal alludes to her having more feelings and thoughts about everything happening around her but whether it's to keep up appearances or to deny her own emotions, she stifles it all. 100% get how everyone's been saying her .2 seconds of screentime here characterize her more than the entire show does.

Then we switch gears to the real Stolas, getting dressed in something very similar to Paimon's clothes (which someone else pointed out I did NAWT notice that on my own). I have two (ish) theories on what this was about but I'm not sold on them so feel free to tell me what you think this was all about.

Maybe Stolas was putting the clothes on for some unrelated event—some goetian responsibility he forgot he was supposed to attend to— or maybe it was something like him reminiscing on all he's lost after the divorce and the trial (if this takes place post trial. Not sure). One of these maybe, or he got dressed up specifically for his suicide. I could see his romantic and fanciful nature driving him to do something like that.

(didn't have much to say on the portraits around him all turning into Blitz. It's a pretty straightforward showing of his mental decline and destructive obsession. Overall fantastic detail I missed on the first watch)

Then, when he kills himself, he chose to do it in the middle of the street, directly across from and FACING I.M.P.'s place of residence. Which is. Insane to me. Placing it there felt so purposeful with the light glinting off of the horns on the building. Was it meant to be a "look what you made me do" type deal? Some sort of final "fuck you" for all Blitz had done ("""making""" Stolas love him and then not reciprocating)? A last desperate attempt to be seen and acknowledged?

Well who knows fr but that's all my analysis for the animation. Dwinni ate down idc. This was a peak fandom event honestly. But yeah uh what do YOU 🫵🏾 think

[omegawolverine]

i miss you jackbox streams i miss you mcc liveblogging i miss you lore mixed into an otherwise normal stream i miss you tales from the smp i miss you beeduo meet up i miss you karl jacobs total drama viewing party i miss you wilbur soot drunk christmas streams i miss you wilbur soot mcc monologues i miss you technoblade i miss you origins smp i miss you rust server i miss you ylyl i miss you tommy vlogs i miss you ranboo late night mining i miss you among us streams i miss you i miss you i miss you

[nyaskitten]

Actually on the subject of my last post everything about Monstrosity is incredible, the music, the sound design, the visuals, the animation, the action, the scale of these monsters, the atmosphere, the designs, the locations holy shit I love every single person who worked to bring this masterpiece to life bro. I am CRAVING MORE they should give us more AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!

[mapicccc]

hearing stuff from other people I really need derap to get out of fandom spaces

[losersolace]

hallmark movie solangelo. stressed journalist nico who gets sent to find out where ex country icon naomi solace ended up and has to go to her farm in the middle of nowhere. and the secret son she retired to raise is nico’s age and very cute. yes will is a cowboy in this scenario. yes they fall in love.

[ar-cadez]

My two favourite bouys from my current hyperfixations!

I doubt that Fraggles would know about classical music. They probably have no idea what a piano is...

idk i think they could get along :)

[starboundsingularities]

what if i told you i actually made more of these

[sprytesukii]

nagireo x reader where you never know who exactly is holding the reins in their relationship ..

at first, you assume it’s reo as he’s the charming one — the one who first approached you at the party, who fed you drinks and told you jokes and made you feel like you were the only person in the room — but when nagi approaches, nonchalant but palpably intense, you can feel reo’s shift, his excitement as nagi looks you over and evidently, approves of reo’s catch ..

[djevelbl]

DCLOWNCAT IS WELL AND ALIVE CLOWN CALLED PILI GUAPITO ON HIS STREAM !!!! (im selectively ignoring the fact that pili almost immediately said theres another man in his heart. its MY delulu land and I get to choose the players !!!!!)

[jellyfishbug]

i miss my boyf

[someforeignband]

in the spirit of the spotify wrapped season, i have to speak my truth.

no meme for rowena bc she’s perfect idc

(anyway rest in peace fuckos sorry you didn’t get to experience the PEAK of The Pop Girlie,,, 2024)